I've Been

I've been hopin' like hell that you might just move back to Dallas

And I'm longin' to know if your new life's treatin' you well

It's been hard on a boy like me, but naw, I ain't jealous

It's just different to see you so happy with someone else

And I know it's been so long, but this feels so wrong

I'm still the boy who met a good girl, promised her life, but she wrecked his whole world

And that's still the state I'm in, if you're wonderin' how

I've been

Doin' alright, I guess, drinkin' myself to death

And there ain't no stoppin' me now