alzheimer's

My lung collapsed, was back on the gas as soon as they let me home

Secret agent moving just to make sure that my moms ain't know

I pray my shit explode the next time inhale some smoke

I know it won't, but I be finding comfort in that tiny hope

Ain't no punchlines in my raps boy I don't joke to cope

I cried myself to sleep the first time a nigga tried some coke

I bragged about it first time a nigga poured some dope

I sipped it slow and flexed on everybody wit my styrofoam

And bitches asking if my feelings low; my papers up

Don't you see the pint you fucking silly hoe?

I couldn't be sad if I tried

I'm going Ronald Reagan crazy