been different

we not the same,

and still the same all at the same time,

you may better than ever but you ain’t (never mind),

i put my everything into this like a first date,

but that don’t mean you leave the dinner not in second place,

i’ve been the food guy,

i’ve been the ghost & been the ghosted,

i’ve wasted my time,

too thirsty to establish focus,

i drink my water now to water down all my opponents,

and if they tell me i’m too confident deep down i know they saying i go harder than them,

i know they see me like a father to them,