Shameless

I think i've made some mistakes, the kind that I can't fix

I think my intrusive side has been up to it's old tricks

I think i'm scared of the future and it's a fear that grips

I think I lost it back in April, I ain't been the same since

I've got to deal with the consequence of my stupid brain

As i'm trying to masquerade with some cigs and champagne

I've got an outward exterior that i'm tryna maintain

But i'm using this vessel as a means to explain

Disappointing all the time

I just fall short of the line

If I wasn't asked i'd probably remain nameless