A Letter to the Melody

I know that you wouldn't do half the shit that I did for you even if to save my life

I know that you would've wanted me rotting in sediment, heaven ain't giving me light

I dedicated my soul to you, every breath that I've taken I gave you my life

Missed opportunities, hoping you'd see me, you never did, you keep me out of your sight

Told you whenever you need me, I'm there for you, give myself up at the drop of a dime

You never made any sense anyway, but I promise I'm loyal, I'd marry the mic

You on my brain from the start of the day to the time I'm asleep, through death and through life

You stayed the same, you caused all my pain, don't ask if I'm okay, cause I'm not alright

Cause I reach the bottom of every bottle that fall in the grip of my hand

I'm chasing you I'm really needing you, please don't become something I'ma regret

I call on the phone, but you don't pick up, but fuck it you must've had plans