Deranged

In my head, my sight, patterns etched too deep

My psyche is fading in terror of malevolence

And my demons come, my phantom persists

Dread comes within, my behavior gets abnormal

Showing no emotions in this despair

The numbness of my mind under constant suspicion

In this shadowed spirit, my paralyzing fear

Venture into my personal abyss

Struggle to discern the shadowy figures of deceit

Detailed illusions or my cruel reality