Cuts So Deep

Ive never felt more alone then on the day you said you were leaving

Couldn't feel my mouth

But could feel my heart shatter into pieces

There isn't a word to explain how i'm feeling

The torment inside of me blinds me from seeing

A world without you i'm so lost without meaning

Trapped in exhausting self doubt that i can't peel off

Ive been tryna get myself together for weeks

Until i remember i'm never gunna be anything

Everything's so pointless i just wanna go sleep

Until i forget it or these pain killers do it for me