spiral staircase

My quest for true happiness is starting to seem completely fucking useless

I feel like I've tried everything but I haven't

I feel like I'm putting myself in some very dangerous situations if I continue down this path

I'm back falling down the ever-endless downward spiral staircase

With nothing but the constant change in steepness

And the unpredictable and rapid change in turn

The full turns so sharp they throw my frail body of a demented brain

With unjust power against the gated metal railing

There is nothing that I can feel anymore

There is nothing that I can feel anymore

Life feels like more of a careless burden

We are already living in hell