Trauma

I tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth

I carried your shit like a heavy weight; like a rotten tooth

I've bared the burden of a cowardly heart of an empty word

I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt

You never called me when I needed your help when I needed love

I guess this thing is only one sided now it's nothing DONE

I pulled myself out of the gutter I'll always remember your absence

I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic

I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up

For fear you might put a rope around your neck

But it's a curse you've put upon me you're grafted to my skin