escapism

Stop, running running running from my inner state

Got your finger tips on my shoulder reaching for a blade

How could you lie to me and use me like a slave?

I'm not saying it was bad for me just wished you wouldn't stay

Crying on the floor, imagining to fucking die

Reaching for the pill to end it cause it's leaving me the power to survive

You're not worth a fucking fight

Die, my eyes are burning don't you realize

It all consists of burdens and of countless fucking lies

Lies, lies that are keeping you fine in the night