blinded

Wine dripping off your red lips

Should stay away 'cause we've had a couple drinks

And you're with that other boy

Is it all worth it if our friendship is destroyed?

I was blinded by the illusion of pleasure

Now I'm drowning, wishing I had done better

You said, "watch this"

With both hands on my hips

You said, "don't worry about it"

When I asked about him

Breathing slow and sweet on my neck