Losing Control

(Oh) It often feels like I'm going insane

Flip between joy and pain, enjoying life and shame

It's like there's an ongoing fight in my brain

Each day's more of the same, it's a trip, all expenses paid



Except it ain't, I pay with my time

And I keep fronting, huffing, sitting here acting like I'm fine

I'm trying to paint (a picture for you) trying to frame your mind

That I got it (I got it) but I don't got it (don't got it, yeah)



Keep getting lost, but each time that I'm found

I get ripped off, and watch it all come down