Pencil and Pad II

Silly old me

To think this shit could ever come easily

Guess I gotta go harder and bring out the beast unleashed

Swimming through emotions and there ain't no appeasing these

Waters where I'm drowning like I don't even need to breathe

So tell me

God if you're above do you hear me now?

Why this life gotta push you till you just bleeding out?

I know I'm far from perfect, why I feel like you leave me out?

Whenever I'm feeling defeated, nobody here it's just me and

Myself and I, swear it's been that way for years

Self-doubt it plague my mind, it's so hard to break the fears