knocking on heaven's door

You don't look at me as you did before My emotions feel like a kite that's torn

My glamour dims and my eyes are hazed I haven't washed my hair for five damn days

I just sip my wine as time flies by What has become of my perfect life

I had everything I wanted and couldn't let go Or shake the feeling that you don't even know

That I've been crying It's all that I feel

I've been trying To let myself heal

I don't wanna fight no more And I can't think clearly anymore

This kind of pain that hurts to the core Soon I'll be knocking on heaven's door

Cause I'll be dying My fate has been sealed

Summer ends and reality sets in My love is lost in my guilty sin