Dear Diary

It's out of question that's it's out of character

That a person of my caliber hasn't burnt up the calendar yet

Wait a minute I'm just taking a break

Had to switch up my focus had a lot on my plate

And I ain't talking literal but for reality sake

I've had to focus on bills, how I mentally feel

When it comes to career I've been playing the field

Went and got a CDL so next time you'll see me well

At least I hope so, decisions ain't so easy when you checking your account and the Numbers make you queasy

You eating up your dinner and feeling this don't please me

You dying at your job so you scream this job beneath me

But you need that money, you low on funds, you getting calls, but you can't respond,