Alone and drunk

I have been controlled by the voices in my head for years

They have controlled me for so long with stupid things

And no one has been able to help me because one of those voices says no!

That no one can help us, that we should just open a bottle and let it go

Sometimes Tequila, sometimes beer, or whiskey on the rocks

Or anything with alcohol is a good idea to start Drowning out the voices in my head

I've found that the more I drink, the better I feel and those voices go away

For a moment there is silence in my head

Could I do this every day?

But the voices that are real are gone too and now I feel my body fall to the ground