Off His Meds (Raw Demo Version)

I remember when my innocence, still did exist

Until I lost it on my adolescent journey to fit in, yea

I soon became a person who was built on impression

Desperate to let them hoodlums know that I'm always down for some mayhem

Drinking and drugging, yea, whatever it takes for you to love me

A walking cliché, Dad was tough on me, and Mommy didn't hug me

Started as a needy baby with ADHD and that led me

To teenage abortion, college dropout, failed suicide, then an H fiend

That's a long list of excess baggage sinning and living

Shit, I been giving grief to the folks who conceived me to begin with

Been making mommy sick since the womb then again as an infant

As if my flaws were parasitic and they just couldn't get rid of it