Eulogy

I got my head against the wall

'Cause I can't recall the sound of your heartbeat

And I never said it all, but I guess I should have said that I'm sorry

And now you've gone so far away

I will never get the chance to say

That you were the best of, you were the worst

Of every fucking part of me

The way your makeup stain still haunts my bed

The shadows sing your name inside my head

Falling like the rain you washed in red

I'm choking on the pain you left