All We Really Need

I tried meditating to avoid the temperamental

But feeling accidental was my persons fundamental

Im dancing to life's temple but it seems im never leading

In this four corner room against myself I stay competing

Depleting me from hope I withdraw when they get close

Cuase a visit to the grave is what ill get at the most

So I chose to be excessive cant help but feel defensive

And so I backlash from my past that was intensive

When i respond aggressive i don't mean any harm

It's a way to check myself when you set off the alarm

Just the way I keep calm right before I try to bust you

I wasn't tought to trust I aint knowing how to trust you