Finding Balance

Finding balance, I knew it'd be a challenge

I knew it was a long road, but I've been loosing traction

I worry 'bout the outcome, like will it really happen?

Or am I just another waste of talent? I've been

Looking for options, money is not a problem now

I've been getting offers but all I do is to turn them down

I'm hearing some bullshit, people say I've changed

But the truth is I am me but I just have a bigger range

I'm dying for motivation, keeping my concentration

I'm facing all of these issues, looking for medication

Or maybe it's meditation, anyway I can manage

It's better to keep dreaming than to loose it when you had it, so