never enough

You ever catch that feeling where anxiety is creeping and you can't shake off the demons

Aura's static and it's screaming

No matter what you do there's a message there for you

When you're hiding from the truth you freeze deciding what to do

So I dig and I claw til my paws bleed red, this existential dread

Yes it echoes in my head

Its feeding on me believing the deceiving ego thing, needing people needing me

Discovering the loving things will always bring me back

When I'm hovering above these things I always fall right back, it's where I lack

The cards are stacked and I'm stumbling and crumbling when things get out of whack

So I sedate, and isolate, take the weight up off my shoulders