Sisyphus ft. Barnes

I've been holdin' on, to understand something that's been going on

The type of feeling that you get when nothing ain't wrong

Can't understand why I'm feelin' like this, but I'm holdin' on

I don't want to die without knowing what this emptiness inside really means

Constantly tossin' and turning in my bed, having bad dreams

Or, nightmares, whatever you wanna call it

I've been feelin' so dark in the present, but in the past I saw it

I knew this would happen

Everlasting foes with everlasting hoes, but that ain't change a damn thing

Still in the dark twenty-two years later, I've been tryna rearrange things

One day everything's great, then the next I'm feelin' like shit

Wondering if it'll change things