Change My Life

I wouldve been died if i aint change, im not scared to admit it

Tryna move on with pain, felt like i got struck by a missile

Cried rivers from my eyes some issues cant be solved with tissues

Facing fears became too much so i became dismissive

Judas betrayed Jesus with a kiss, from my own kind im distant

They aint never see this side of me they think im actin different

Before the divide most of em said that they wasnt ever switching

Reminisce on the old times i used to pull up and kick it

Friends was tellin jokes i said "im dead", they thought i was kidding

I aint wanna die but i wasnt scared, too throwed off in my mental

God snatched me up so quick like "nahh, let me show you the real you"

Before i was Neverlackinheart, felt like a fallen angel