Lost & Found

I'm trying to find myself since I don't know what it feels like

When I do, I learn something new about myself. I like or hate

Masked the pain with the women. Like me enough to spend the time

Curious with the energy I brought. Even if it's low key

Was never the boastful type until I was. Shining through my own faith

My own way to be the best I can. Guess practice, makes perfect

Makes me worth something that I could never understand

Had y'all seen me, only see myself in a way that's not the best

Dysmorphia in my soul until I reach a certain stage

Was there until I got triggered by the past. Came back to kick me in the ass