void

Took the step with the wrong reputation

I wasn't even sure about my amazement

Before it was even too late to change quick

I built up the hatred inside me and savor it

Low self-esteem so show me how

Show me now, how can I be so proud?

Striving for the wrong goal now, that's my lifestyle

Put myself in the pressure with a forced smile

Put myself in a clown costume

I thought this is a way to hide from my problems

Now I kinda wanna get the feeling to see them rot and

Probably this would be a better way to solve them