Speak

This is my dream but I pray it's not done for me

Because if You're coming in two weeks what's it going to mean?

I haven't done much for Your kingdom

But I keep spending time behind these screens

I'm suppressing a lot of my feelings because they prove to be deceiving

Used to be emotion led, struggling, but I'm longing to be Spirit-led

I say that but find myself choosing options that may lead me to death

Like not sharing what's been going on deeper than the thoughts in my head

Christ has risen from the grave and I'll vouch it til the end

But I fear my lack of proclaiming it is leaving me for dead