Trauma

I'll tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth

I carried your shit like a heavy weight, like a rotten tooth

I bared the burden of a cowardly heart, of an empty word

I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt

You never called me when I needed your help, when I needed love

I guess this thing is only one sided, now it's nothing, done!

I pulled myself out of the gutter; I'll always remember your absence

I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic

I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up

For fear you might put a rope around your neck

But it's a curse you've put upon me, you're grafted to my skin