Jesus On My Mind

Am I ungrateful for my hatred of mundaneness

It rains in April right before the heat when May hits

I was a loser all my life now they wanna show me love

So I just don't know how to take it

I just fake it

I used to think you had to fake it 'til you make it

Until I spoke into existence all the things I really hated

Started losing friends but the quicker I lose my patience

I don't got the time or see a reason to try and save it

Don't waste your energy and time out here trynna turn a hoe into a wife

I know that lust can turn you blind or stab you from behind

Thinkin' it's love you're trynna find