equilibrium

Listen to me now cause I know you'll be forgetting this

Vibing with these crowds but sometimes I be regretting it

Knowing you're not around gets to me, I can't be letting it

I take these pills, fall to the ground, I know there's no defending it

I close my eyes, cause I don't wanna see your ghost

I toast to lies, that I want to come true the most

I'm supposed to try, to open doors you made me close

But lows and highs, are all I've had since you left home

I live my life, but a part of me already died

I'm sick inside, but I got no tears that I can cry