My Best Year Lyrics

Life's not cut out

Like it's supposed to be

Especially when you aren't here

All over me

You left fast

And you didn't look back

Now I'm stressing over

This panic attack

You laughed hard

But I laugh harder

Knowing what we had

Now I play the martyr

Time is so short

No matter what I get hurt

Life is for the taking

But I am always breaking

This year's brought me down so low

I don't know if I can face it alone

Gotta lose yourself to grow

Hold on with dire suspense

I finally feel my face again

Need to become who I am

This will be my best year

This will be my best year

I lost myself

How God intended for me

To build this life

For who I am eternally

Pain starts at

This broken home

Where I was brought up

A fool without a role

Ones that were lost

Make us sad, you see?

I miss your touch

And colored soul desperately

I always get held back

I couldn't keep my life intact

Spread out like a puzzle

Things confuse me and are a struggle

This year's brought me down so low

I don't know if I can face it alone

Gotta lose yourself to grow

Hold on with dire suspense

I finally feel my face again

Need to become who I am

This will be my best year

This will be my best year

This will be my best year

This will be my best year

This year's brought me down so low

I don't know if I can face it alone

Gotta lose yourself to grow

Hold on with dire suspense

I finally feel my face again

Need to become who I am

This will be my best year

This will be my best year