Directionless ft. Johnny New Mexico Lyrics

Lately I've been sinking in my thoughts

I feel a little lost with no direction

Lately I've been realizing that I am twenty-six

Inadequate in my reflection

Even when I ask myself what is my story

I'd be incoherent with my introspection

I'm stuck in a loop

Over and over and over again

Shallow milestones will go a long way

But where's my character

Nowhere I say

Middle of the road I have achieved a lot

I've been to school now in white collar life

Secured a stable living right with caring friends and family

Some people envy

Is it all that I have, is it all that I have

I'm stagnant, I don't grow

I have no more ceiling for potential

The loop goes on sustaining it essential

All I have is empty songs I write inconsequential

I am nihilistic hopeless feeling mental

The roach I picked up from the sidewalk told me

You amongst the realest alive my homie

Lord forgive me

If only I'm lonely and lighting a spliff and you watching me die slowly

So you coming closely ask me in seclusion

If you suffer from depression

What's the deal with your expression

Find a lowly resolution

This mask you see me wear is just illusion

To set your hearts in confusion

Bold are the ones who sell their soul for a solution

But get swallowed by disillusion

In conclusion there is never absolution

Look into the eyes of a man with delirium

Stuck inside the space time continuum

When I think about your eyes I cry

Blow my motherfucking smoke to the sky

Will anybody save me from the abyss

That I keep falling endlessly into

Will anybody save my soul before it's crushed

I have a lot to give for me and you

Is nobody coming

I guess I'm in it alone

To find my direction in life

I'm directionless

What do I do with myself?

What could I do with myself?