Everything Wants To Hurt (I Can't Do Anything About It And It Pisses Me Off) Lyrics

Okay

As I wait for the ship to arrive

I can taste the wind

The same as before

But I experience it as new

Sitting on the dock

I feel my hands on the wood

Growing more impatient by the minute

As I view the water I haven't yet touched

And the land that changed every time I looked

I would think

What if I was never able to touch what I so desired?

What if sitting here, waiting, for all this time

Meant nothing because that ship would never come?

Knowing that this entire time I've looked for

Where I was at as nothing but a restraint

I've become so used to my surroundings

What has come of me

No one wants to leave this island more than me

Sometimes I look behind

To see what happened

I never like what I see

I've learned to enjoy to my stay as of recent

I don't take what I can do for granted

But the leash it has on me is too tight for any air space I'm comfortable with

I'm at the point where I'm just counting the days

And there's only a few left

I wish

I cared

At all

I don't

Pick me up

I'm tired

Too late for me

You had your chance

I'll actually stay

I don't want to worry

Please keep me

I don't wanna leave

I'm sorry