Overcomplicated Lyrics

I've been up for forty days and nights

Playing the tape back inside my mind

Watching the plays, see if I did it right

I'm tempted to change it

Lock the door, hey Siri turn out the lights

Hoping I'll fall fast asleep tn

In your dreams do I get it right?

If not I can fake it

And I don't know if I'll make it so I overcomplicate it

Holding out and holding on at the same time

Is it true if I apologize

That it will mend the rift between us tn

All thats wrong will suddenly be right

I'll fall on the sword again

Almost finished with my daily fights

A right of passage to feel more alive

I'm making my rounds inside my cluttered mind

Starring at the same pieces

Do I make myself a martyr

So others will hold me in high regard or

Do I really miss reality

Overcomplicate a new strategy

Lost connection, introspection, of course it's me that needs correction

I don't know if I will make it out alive

And I've tried to sleep at night, I've tried

I've tried to sleep at night, I've tried

I've tried to sleep at night, I've tried

I've tried to sleep at night, I've tried

Oh I've tried

I can't even get that right