Tired Lyrics

Nigga I'm tired

I wanna start me a riot

I hold emotions inside

Rock bottom surviving

Thinking is there a God

Huh

I said nigga I'm tired

Systemic deprived

Don't know my purpose in life

I gotta fake me a smile

I live but I ain't alive

I'm so sick of tired of being sick and tired

Sometimes I overthink while I sit in silence

It's always

"You don't make enough"

"You need better credit"

"You need more experience"

Meanwhile down and out I'm tryna sprout blessings

Feeling hectic, finished, shredded, living deaded

Please send me a medic

And everyone I know floats on a thin line of depression

Collection of broken hearts and loss of connection

Just another lonely soul hoping for acceptance

Adding lessons as a adolescent

Stressing

I try to live my life peaceful yall are so deceitful

Naïve of me to think you'd treat me equal

Just seeing police knowing that they see me evil

Reasons I get so nervous like that could be me too

I'm not even lethal

Hurting for my people

Nigga I'm tired

I wanna start me a riot

I hold emotions inside

Rock bottom surviving

Thinking is there a God

Huh

I said nigga I'm tired

Systemic deprived

Don't know my purpose in life

I gotta fake me a smile

I live but I ain't alive

When talking to ya friends and fam the feels like "no one gets it"

When their trap mindset makes you compress expressions

Like I got a lesser chance in

Someone who understands this message

Than an insecure non-confident person

Standing naked

Every time I get a text I hope it's her reply

Phone so dry that's just somebody going live

But I'm used to it anyway on my lonely vibes

Got me always overthinking strolling on my thoughts

Getting way too comfortable with never having shit

Mismanagement, high risking damages

Vandalism, grand theft, and pandering

Another young man's funeral happens regularly

I just wanna make music

And make anime doing

All the things I love doing

Relaxing and cooling

I don't wanna have to deal with no drama or nuisance

Taking naps the only time I feel stress less so soothing

Nigga I'm tired

I wanna start me a riot

I hold emotions inside

Rock bottom surviving

Thinking is there a God

Huh

I said nigga I'm tired

Systemic deprived

Don't know my purpose in life

I gotta fake me a smile

I live but I ain't alive