God, are you listening? Lyrics

God, are you listening

Do I have to go through all this shit again

I don't mean to curse

But it hurts

What you put me through

I know it all works in the end for you

I know there's a purpose

I know what you search for

You probably hurt more

Is this how it's supposed to be

They say pray but it won't come

On your time

My time is the only one

My time is only time I care for

To you, I thought I'd be something special

Thanks to you

I lost love, no job, lost friends

All these trials and tribulations never end

Always think 'bout what I have and how I live

At times I'd be the better person then I sin

I'm not perfect

You chose me for a sole purpose

I wanna know if I'm really worth it

I need signs

Cause I'm calling for you

I heard a lot of good things about what you can do

I really need you in my life right now

At my lowest but I'm putting up a fight right now

Give me strength so I won't fall down

Please tell me what you want from me

What you want from me

God, are you listening

Do I have to go through all this shit again

I don't mean to curse

But it hurts

What you put me through

I know it all works in the end for you

I know there's a purpose

I know what you search for

You probably hurt more

Is this how it's supposed to be

There's a lot I wanna say to you

You probably know it

Almost every day I pray to you

All I see is numbers but no real change

Like what is that gon' do when things stay the same

I put myself in this world that you forced me in

Or maybe not

Maybe this is just exactly what I want

Maybe this is just a test to build trust in myself

I fell down and I'm needing your help

I must figure what you got planned

I cut ties with addictions that I once had

To get closer to you

You are my dad

You know what's best for me

I don't get why you always have stress for me

I try to learn

You're the chef with the recipes

Hope you don't think less of me

Please tell me what you want from me

I want the best for me

God, are you listening

Do I have to go through all this shit again

I don't mean to curse

But it hurts

What you put me through

I know it all works in the end for you

I know there's a purpose

I know what you search for

You probably hurt more

Is this how it's supposed to be

God, are you listening

Do I have to go through all this shit again

I don't mean to curse

But it hurts

What you put me through

I know it all works in the end for you

I know there's a purpose

I know what you search for

You probably hurt more

Is this how it's supposed to be