Talking To Myself Lyrics

Say she love me

And show me she love me

Guess she love me

Just give me a baby son

Like a Teletubby

When it come to my material

I'm hella hubby

But when it comes to the beef

You know I am hella chubby

Rub me at all the wrong way

And it's broad day

Pull up with a hammer and a mask

Like cosplay

Line them up and light'em up

Like broadway

God gave me lemons

I threw that shit back at Yahweh

Burying my skeletons

I dig with a knife

I ain't never think I'd feel

This type of shit in my life

Everyone from the music shit

To your family is dissing you

Got you second guessing your bitch

Whenever she kissin' you

It's like everywhere you go

It's seeming like you gotta fight

Everyone a joker

Til they see that dark knight

And you gon' be the one to

Make them niggas see it, right?

No

You gon' be the one to

Make them niggas see the light

Took my mother and Taylor

Out my life in the same two months

Had me, had me sleeping all day

I couldn't do brunch

That depression in me

Really got to messing with me

And not a single family member

Came to check in with me

But if niggas need a strap

Or some percs, or some studio time

It's all fine, get yours

Who gives a fuck if I get mine?

And the way I spend time

Like I think I'm never running out

But I know the opposite

When I put this gun in my mouth

And think on apocalypse

But then I overthink it

Like what if I go to pop this shit

Then only blowing out the top of it

Still alive but can't talk and shit

That's my worst nightmare right there

And I've been living in it for a minute

But benefiting from the privilege

That my new batch of bitches

Been giving me

Help me take my mind off of the

Weed and Hennessy

Let me manipulate you long enough

To make you feel like you feeling me

Ain't no purpose to infinity

I've been there

Touch it for a second

Then it disappears in thin air

Collecting the pieces

From the wreck that you're wreaking

Tryna to find a reason

To rest for the weekend

Doing my best, but I'm still repeating

And ain't even breaking even

It's enough to make a nigga

Get to squeezing

On anyone who would

Dare to interfere

Could you share a nigga beer?

Could you spare a nigga fear

Before he disappear?

You could never know

What I'm talking about

Until you walk in the house

And see that your momma's out

And baby sisters and brothers

Are sitting crying cause they

Hungry than a mothafucka

While your momma out

Fucking with some new mothafucka

You ain't never met him

But somehow he more important

We ain't got no food

But this bitch got new Jordan's

Like how

That's the kind of shit that sets you

On a trajectory that could effectively

Affect everything

That you could ever be

That's why I don't let people

Get the best of me

I take the most and hold it close

And they can get the rest of me

The recipe is simple

If you really think about it

But I don't wanna think about it

Come to think about it

I don't wanna talk about it

I'm getting too deep for myself

I need to fucking stop

Eminently an Eminem is within me

I benefit from the friendly

But killers'll get the Bentley

I'm chillin' just killin' kidneys

But rippin' it like Achilles

I'm figuratively illy

But really illy foreally