Never Thought Lyrics

I said mama I'm sorry for the pain and

Every tear when I did you wrong

I'm sorry for them times that I left u lonely

All them times I never went back home

Never thought I'd be in this place

Out here thugging hustling tryna find my way

But tomorrows not promised so I gotta go get it

Pray for me and hope to god he keep me safe

I'm Taking trips like rocket ship

Thru the city with this lick

See I was brought up from the gutta

Rubber band still on my wrist

I was taught to come up quick

But consequences come with it

My head up high still I won't quit

Flipping scripts work double shift

I been on mission since

A youngin was out stealing chips

50 cents for zebra cakes

When I was down bad on my dick

I Grew up on paper plates

Mom got mad when we used dish

Mama tried her best to raise us

Kinda hard with no assist

Had to be a man myself

Had no daddy round to help

I learned to break a bitch down

And it changed the way I felt

Cold hearted lil vato

Playing the cards that I was dealt

Fuck a bitch don't need no kiss

And fuck a friend I hear the hiss

You see homies and ya homies

Better watch out for the hit

Had a homie turn bitch

Testified and turned snitch

Better watch out for them laws

And the ones they roll with

Cuz the ones you roll with

Might be the ones to roll quick

Damn

I said mama I'm sorry for the pain and

Every tear when I did you wrong

I'm sorry for them times that I left you lonely

All them times I never went back home

Never thought I'd be in this place

Out here thugging hustling tryna find my way

But tomorrows not promised so I gotta go get it

Pray for me and hope to god he keep me safe

They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless

Cuz my feelings tend to run

I used to blame that on my mama

For the person I become

Cuz everybody got a choice to make

But this one wasn't done

See mama told be the strongest

Raised by gangstas out the slum

Been thru more shit then a plumber

And got a story to tell

I was facing me two years

Fuck the judge and a cell

No mail and no one came to visit me

Shit oh well

Cold hell yea I been thru there and back

But I prevail

Won't fail no I can't

Hold my zone thru slow sell

That mean get it how I can

But we'll experience on that scale

Motel trapping more sell cracking

With some tail

Learn that from my Patna fleek

Put her out and wish her well

I can see them changing on me

Loyalty ain't what it was

Blind em out like Stevie wonder

Tunnel vision how I come

Bread winner just like gates

And bird man how I stunt

Why they hate to see me winning

They don't know where I come from

I said mama I'm sorry for the pain and

Every tear when I did you wrong

I'm sorry for them times that I left u lonely

All them times I never went back home

Never thought I'd be in this place

Out here thugging hustling tryna find my way

But tomorrows not promised so I gotta go get it

Pray for me and hope to god he keep me safe

I know I put my mama thru the worse

And I've apologized when I used to go to church

I know I aint living right but lord I must be cursed

Cause every time I show some love I always end up hurt