Nothing Lyrics

If I could turn my life upside down like a remedy

And my skin inside out like a - real walking tragedy

If I could loose life right now and be everything i'd ever be

Man it's so hard to explain when you don't have my eyes to see

I'm just drowning in my own head and my vision red

Promised myself I wouldn't bleed again, but my blood was shed

How can I be so numb?

How could I be so dumb

I've been so close to death that I should be glad I'm not gone

I met the Grim Reaper, he said it's not my time

We had a long talk - he seems kinda nice

Every night, tears on my pillow, they dry slowly

But I hide it with a fake smile, cause nobody knows me

I never talk about what haunts me, the reason why I hide

If you look deep at the glance in my eyes will never lie

Survivor scars on my arm, will never disappear

I am a fighter, I know that - because i'm still here

Dark thoughts are creeping up inside

Insects are eating up my spine

Cause when the party is over (when the party is over)

I just can't find closure

Im not gonna give up

Now

Tears falling down on the

Ground

I feel like I'm drowning

Yet I feel nothing

I'm slowly breaking, I feel like I can't see

I feel like somebody saw my joy and stole it from me

A hungry thief, please take the rest of me

The darkness of my past has - truly affected me

So I start drinking - drowning in my own poison

I feel like I can't see my future no more, can't see the horizont

I self-isolate, the sun shining behind my curtain

If you ask me "I'm just fine" I don't wanna be a burden

So I lay down on my bed - my own personal coffin

If only I could disappear by pressing a button

I'm drowning, slowly, I lay down on the bottom-

Of the black sea in my mind and my mind is rotten

I got millions of millions of reasons not to stay

Mom and dad I will never give up

Even though I want to escape

From my

Cage

Escape

From my

Cause when the party is over (when the party is over)

I just can't find closure

Im not gonna give up

Now

Tears falling down on the

Ground

I feel like I'm drowning

Yet I feel nothing

I feel like I'm drowning

Feel like I'm drowning

Tears falling down on the

Ground

I Feel like I'm drowning

Drowning (even though I want to escape)

Drowning

Drowning

I Feel like I'm drowning

Drowning

Drowning

I Feel like I'm drowning

I Feel like I'm drowning

Yet I feel nothing