ANHEDONIA Lyrics

I need some love

I need some love

I need some love

I need some love

Lately I been working

Line after line is it worth it

State of my mind on the line, I been hurting

Why do I try to be perfect

If I got to lie to be high for your worship

If I got to die Ima' die I been cursed with

Time on my mind so I strive to be swift

Quick

A lil' kid, tryna get rich

Ima' spit, lie, say that I spit for the kids

You know the story, simply re-written

You know a man with a plan and a pen is his friend

Ain't nothin new

But peep the voice

5'6 never looked this sick in a Royce

How much further can a lil' kid go

How long till I worry bout' being broke

I ain't doing this for nothing more than a couple hoes

Couple bags, so I wrote

For the cash, so you know

That I cap every time I say I rap for my folks

Man, I been flying

They ask me if I'm tired I just wish I had something to show

I'm a liar for the rep that I get from this shit

I know mama wept, yes she fucking shed for this shit

Mama scared

The rap shit go south and I'm left in debt

Forty-six with no clout or I'm left fucking dead

From a six or a nine I'm more scared of a five to a nine

If I said I ain't scared id be lying

But I keep telling mama I ain't scared of fucking dying

I just need a platform, plaque, whore

Pack, cash, or a back to blow

I'm stacked with O's, cap

I'm stacked with those

If the racks don't show

If the cash don't glow

When I pass just know

That the goal from the raps was to find somethin' to match or surpass my ego

I lose myself in this jungle

The sun don't shine the same

I lose myself in this city

I lose myself in this jungle

The sun don't shine the same, shine the same yeah

Losing my shit for the madness

We lost some souls for the madness

I lose myself in this city

Not sure if I'll get to see god's face

I lose myself in this jungle

The sun don't shine the same, shine the same, hell

The sun don't shine the same, shine the same

I hate you

Despise the way you look

You ain't shit, fuck you

You ain't shit

Fuck you

I hate you

Fake ass confidence, fake ass chains, fake ass news, fake ass

You ain't shit, fuck you bitch

Fake ass, fake

Fake ass, fake

Fake ass, fake

Say I love you, I pretend

We was never ever friends

I treat you like this on this grind

I haven't seen one tear come flying

Why your eyes so goddamn dry

Why your eyes so goddamn dry