Grand Rapids Lyrics

In September the sun goes away and doesn't shine again until the summer

I remember when I thought I had to change, thought I had to turn into another

Lake Michigan is freezing and I feel it in my bones

I looked for where I could belong but I still feel alone

I don't know what to tell you

I don't know what I'm even trying to say

But I'm thinking that just talking to you was my first mistake

Grand Rapids you will always be a chapter that nobody gets to read

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad I lived through it

Am I ever gonna feel like I made something of myself

Am I ever gonna feel I made things good for someone else

Am I talking in circles am I talking out loud

If I'm talking too much just tell me, I'll show myself out

I was taking my time, I was taking too long

I was looking for lines to help me find my way in all my favorite songs

Grand Rapids you will always be a chapter that nobody gets to read

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad I lived through it

Scared of life and scared of death

Scared of everything that's next

Scared of never knowing what I wanna be

Reaching out to find myself

Reaching out in need to help

Reaching out to know just what I should believe

Tell my friends I'm doing well, they see right through my words

Maybe I'm where I belong, I got what I deserve

Put this on my headstone if I die before I wake

I can't think of anyone I pray my soul to take

So Michigan I hope you understand

I couldn't stay there in the palm of your hand

Grand Rapids you will always be a chapter that nobody gets to read

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad I lived through it

Grand Rapids you will always be a chapter that nobody gets to read

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad I lived through it