Sometimes ft. Lo Harri Lyrics

I been in the dark so long I wonder if the sun shine

I'm gone keep my distance but I'll check up on you sometimes

That shit hurt me daily you won't be here when your son shine

And I'm gone make sure granny never see your son die

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I disappear

Sometimes I wonder would they miss me if I wasn't here

I just really wonder do they hate me do they even care

Because like death isn't my biggest fear

Death ain't really cross my thoughts

I been giving from the heart

I had figure that they all was real and now I see they not

Should've left you from the start

I learned how to play my part

I learned how to get up get the bag do what them niggas not

I feel like Im loosing everything that make me sane

Ain't to much to lose but I got everything to gain

And I stay out the way but they still throw dirt on my name

My cousin told me that it's just part of the game

If they all was here I know it wouldn't be the same

But damn I miss my people and it's nobody to blame

And these niggas lame they cross me I'm like damn its what a shame

So I gotta find my way out lost child it be the name

I wasn't like this from the start

I got flashbacks them casket close it tearing me apart

And I can't find a girl for me like they keep playing with my heart

I keep stacking all this pain fuck it add it to my cart

I been really working with this rap for so long

We gone have the finer things like bro just hold on

I know times get tuff but you just got to be strong

And I had thought bout stopping but he told me keep on

Because ain't no one gone feed you

You had lost my love you wasn't there when I had need you

Venting to me said you had it rough well baby me too

You say that I'm acting different you know I ain't mean too

Like fuck them phone calls girl I wanna see you

I know that these other girls really wanna be you

Took some time but I remember when I first had meet you

If you keep it real girl I swear I'll never leave you

Don't be on that internet these bitches will deceive you

Aye why that girl she had to play with me

Why she want the next man I guess I filled the vacancy

How I treat you right and u still end up fucking hating me

I guess all the shit we been through yea it was make believe

How I felt bout you it never changed

Now you fuck with other dude why you moving strange

Now inside my range

Why I had to fucking try to change

Ain't no love lost just add it to the game

Since my people left I never been the same

And I could never I done been through all this pain

Stuck in this rain

Felt all this pain

And all my people gone I'll never be the same

I been in the dark so long I wonder if the sun shine

I'm gone keep my distance but I'll check up on you sometimes

That shit hurt me daily you won't be here when your son shine

And I'm gone make sure granny never see your son die

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I disappear

Sometimes I wonder would they miss me if I wasn't here

I just really wonder do they hate me do they even care

Because like death isn't my biggest fear