Tired? Lyrics

Been chopping trees

I've done something new for this fight

I done wrestled with an alligator

And I'm better now than I was

When you saw that

twenty-two year old undeveloped kid

Running through Sunny Lester

I'm experienced now professional

I'll whoop him

All of you all

I know you got him

I know you got him big

But the man's in trouble

I'm gonna show you how great I am

Uh I seriously don't know

On this slow flow

What am I feeling

I feel so below

I feel like a throw away joke

At best a rotten dough

At best another Joe

At best another co

They tell me I'm talented

Got a good life

But that's what they see

They don't see this strife

They don't see the dark past

They don't see the broken cast

They only see that

I'm living life all too fast

I don't live like them

I don't live big vast

All my life

Got me feeling like an outcast

Got myself putting endless devotion

On something that's not guaranteed

I call that erosion

Day by day I keep asking myself

Is it worth it

Am I doing it right

Or should I have just burned it

Expectations subvert it

Emotions disperse it

If you wonder how Siren lives

Well get ready to observe it

I wanna die

I wanna collapse

I wanna fall of my knees

I wanna rest

I just wanna breathe

I just wanna stop

But I can't stop yet

So no I'm not tired

I am not enough

I am not great

I am not strong

I got no embrace

I got no love and

I got no trace

Of what it really means

To really feel tired

You're a man

You got a family to feed

I know that too well

Can't be begging on my knees

Relatives around tell me go get a degree

Then work a paying job

Living life unfree

I started out

Never did this music for the money

But every second passes

I'm getting more and more hungry

I don't care about the money

But I simply just can't

Cause life is messed up

We're reliant on it damn

Six years in all I got 11 bucks

From this music the royalties

Yea it really sucks

So while I'm thinking

Never mind I got cucked

Cause every girl that came in my life

Knew that my life was in flux

They want a guy

Who would bring the flowers at night

But all I thought was about them

In the future didn't lie

They don't want the future

They just want present

That smile on Instagram is

Nothing but another man

Cause if you talked to me

Personally I would be a philosopher

Telling you about life instead of acting cute

More rhymes about polymers

More about depositors

More about the commoners

More about the modular

More about unpopular

More about the grind.

All I would say are things

Related to the time

Related to all being human

Related to mine

Cause this life got me thinking

On a never ending climb like

I wanna live

I wanna fight

I wanna kill all my demons overnight

I wanna stand on the throne

Make them bite

But why in the hell

Do I feel so tired

I got that power

I got that mind

I got that soul

And I got that time

I got motivation

And I'm on the grind

So is there really a day

When I feel like I'm tired

In truth there really is

I just don't like showing it

Don't ask me about it

Just listen to the album