messy Lyrics

Wonder when you're coming back into town

Shouldn't matter cause I said it would be better this way

Feels harder to believe that today

Wonder if you'll be there at the show

Either way I don't know how to be ready to see you

Cause I still don't know how to not need you

No cut and dry, no black and white

Anywhere around it

Hitting the fan, never a plan

For picking up the pieces

I knew we'd never break clean

But I've never been this messy

Not one sound when I lay down to bed

Wake up volume's at 11 thought the noise would die out

I'm still tryna get you off my mind now

And I take new roads to my job and to the store

Because I might be sick if I drive by yours

I thought that I'd be past this

But now I'm back just tryna keep from crashing

No cut and dry, no black and white

Anywhere around it

Hitting the fan, never a plan

For picking up the pieces

I knew we'd never break clean

But you really got the best of me

Cause I've never been this messy