Tabula Rasa Lyrics

I'm somewhere between

Turning the lights off and falling asleep

Some nights are best left untouched

Where I can exist without being perceived

And I knew you could tell I was lying you just liked me

A lot

And I can still feel your hand grab mine the last time you tried

To make me smile

But I could skate outside for hours

Can't see commitment through the camo joggers

Head off full of psilocybin

(Can someone walk me through the necessary precautions)

I'll sprawl in bed in my Calvins

Heads your penthouse for the weekend

Remember when you said I was your best friend

Relegated to a lesson from your therapist

I've been gauging my anxiety levels

When they get too high I don't make decisions

I need summertime in my heart

Not this frozen waste scape

Sometimes I can be, playfully malignant

Takes chops to be, this cold and distant

Couldn't make out where your smile began

Or when my, dependency on it, will end

But I could skate outside for hours

Can't see commitment through the camo joggers

Head off full of psilocybin

(Can someone walk me through the necessary precautions)

I'll sprawl in bed in my Calvins

Heads your penthouse for the weekend

Remember when you said I was your favorite

I'm done lying, I'm done lying

I have desires, I want sensations

Nothing crazy, generically human,

Like in the morning, a little silence

Ok now I'm laying back down

I have desires, I want sensations

Nothing crazy, generically human

Like in the morning, a little silence

Ok now I'm going outside

If you were hypothetically free now

We could unironically hang out

We could walk down to Washington

I can take a picture of your outfit

If I'm defined by this, take me, as a student

If there's hints of doubt, don't even, think about it

When I call for help, save me, save me

I need you right here

I need you right here

I need you right here

I need you right here

I need you right here

I need you right here

I need to wipe the slate, clean