Involuntary Lyrics

If this was

Voluntary

I never would've picked

Anything that happened to me

Every time I remember that

I have died

A thousand times

It's agonizing

I'm realizing

Just what you think of me

These unsavory fantasies

Deep in the back of my mind

I'm just sick and I'm just twisted

But that's just the me in your mind

I didn't ask for any of these things

In fact I begged no, no, no

Keep these things away from me

And yet it happens oh, oh, over

And over again

I remember that I have died

A thousand times, a thousand times

I remember that I have lived

Over and over again

I have lived so many lives

Lives I didn't want to live

Lives I didn't want to know they exist

It's involuntary

Yet you think I'm a freak

I did not choose to remember it like this

In fact I begged no, no, no

Keep these things away from me

And yet it happens oh, oh, over

And over again

And I begged no, no, no

And I pleaded no, no, no

No, no, no, it happened again

Believe me