Kharma Correct ft. Not a love Tori Lyrics

She told me we were not destined to be

See mostly spent my time with impressions that we

Were more than a passing of seasons

And there were multiple reasons for all of these feelings

See son some times look clear from appearance

But hind sight is rear one

And it's always twenty twenty

And it's always funny

When you're a real one and you still don't see it coming

Now the thoughts are running and you can't catch up

Trying to find where it was that you first messed up

Scream and curse but you can't let up

In your head now it's loud

Telling yourself man to man the fuck up

Man fuck

I'm losing Sleep

I can't rest

It's too deep

I'm so depressed

Some sorta test like a sword in the chest

Lord bless

Cause I gave it my best

I'm afraid to face the effects

That have erased my interests

And displaced my intent

To retrace all my steps

And attempt to make a mends

And make it make sense

As I beg and I beg

For the answers Correct

I'd pay an arm and a leg

I guess that's what karma meant

When the things that she said

Were the reasons I wept

Feeling the stress

Healings what's next

If I Keep it real with myself

I'll tell myself to deal with this

Mess

She wanted me to believe we were pure energy

If you were heaven sent I do not

understand

Cause Ever since you left I feel like it's been hell

Now I'm measuring the sand that's slipping by in the glass

You used to hold my hand

Now you're ripping out my chest

Must be lessons to this test

That I haven't mastered yet

Suddenly these after thoughts are leaving me a mess

Abundantly the thoughts of you appearing in my rest

I am done with you soon

I'm a clear it out my head

I am fed

Up to the point of no return

But still dread

The way that it's leaving me so hurt

Feeling dead

And numb to like everything else

So instead I'll overcome and get the love from myself

May not be good for my health

But should

What I got to lose

I can wallow in my sorrows or I can keep it on the move

Time to swallow pride and borrow some of them shoes

From a more positive place and embrace the old news

Face the music

And deal with the effects

I didn't choose this

But never the less

Self abusive

To choose to use the stress

Got to let it all go and prove to be the best

She wanted me to believe it was all a fantasy

She wanted me to believe we were pure energy

She wanted me to believe we were not meant to be

She wanted me to believe it was all a fantasy

She wanted me to believe it was all make believe

Believe

I don't even know where I'm a end up after this

After all whatever matters is where ever all the laughter lives

Whenever torn apart from it

Frown form whenever parting lips

Partially preforming normal but that is a part of it

Deep within the dark abyss

Feeling that's my heart will live

Feel it in every cell

Blood vessel and the cartilage

Starting to feel heart a less

Actin out just to start some shit

Hardships when I go to sleep

I woke up feeling marvelous

Back and forth in thoughts n shit

feeling like the thoughtfulness

Is about to turn to darker shit

And that is just the start of it

She wanted me to believe we were pure energy

I can't do everything

She wanted me to believe we were not meant to be

Believe