Relief (2022) Lyrics

Troubled thoughts filled with who am I's

I'm pathetic and complain too much

I need something to make sense

So I can make sense of myself

My thoughts drift twice as high

As birds in the sky

Screaming, asking, wanting, whining

Screaming why, Screaming why

I'm not here for you, Don't you understand

That I don't care, I don't have a plan

And yours ain't right for me

So let me drink my understanding deep

And let me smoke down my truth, And see what I'm made of

And what's left of me, That's all I need

I have it better than most

Still I reek of unhappiness

Alone for a reason

I only search to hurt myself

To help with all the payback, so many owe me

I'll help them when l make my life hell

There is this girl who swears on her soul

That there is a god and that I'm his son

She is so wrong

What good I had in me is gone

I'm not here for you, Don't you understand

That I don't care, I don't have a plan

And yours ain't right for me

So let me drink my understanding deep

And let me smoke down my truth, And see what I'm made of

And what's left of me, That's all I need

Alone for a reason I fear the change of seasons, the winter drives me mad

Oh sun please shine on me once more and help me to feel alive

So now I'm living in this place that thrives on proving that I'm stupid

And they're doing a pretty good job

Well I'm not here for you don't you understand

I don't know your name and I don't need your plan