On My Mind (2022) Lyrics

It's not your fault

The fault is mine

This mind is just so confusing sometimes

Even I get lost half the time

I try to drown it away with drugs

It's not working anymore

And it just makes me think more

This is what happens when I lose control

I'm on a roll, screwed up everything again

So here I am trying to understand

Just how, how I got where I am

Sometimes there's not a right thing to say

And I'm left feeling this way

Confused and angry

Cuz' If I knew then what I know now

I still wouldn't know how I got this way

A little sick and a little pissed

A reflection of half a man

What does it take to get out of this

I'm serious, I'm serious

I never ask the right questions

And last night left me with more

Like what did you mean

Why did you stay if you don't feel this way

I'm in physical pain

Just thinking of what I need to say

Like why last night

Why not tonight

Why not today

I'm shaking from what I have to do

I need to talk to you

I need to talk to you