Send Me to a Farm Upstate Lyrics

I feel like screaming in my pillow

Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow

Promise I won't make a sound

Until no one's around

People died and I was fine

Losing touch but not my taste

When they all lost their mind

I kept giving them my best

No free time for me to find

I'll be resting up some day

My emotions undefined

Feel brain dead but I'm ok

But every time I'm alone

I feel like screaming in my pillow

Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow

Promise I won't make a sound

Until no one's around

Then I'll dig into some ice cream

So my throat can stay cold and not aching

Anyone, if you give a damn

Just send me to a farm upstate

A pile of bills at my door

I burn them down out of spite

Cat puke all over the floor

There's no way to make that right

Felt a snapping in my thighs

Keep your face up there's people here

Laying on the broken tiles

The floor feels nice so don't say clear

Now everyone surrounds me

And I see

I've been a clown

I feel like screaming in my pillow

Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow

Promise I won't make a sound

Until no one's around

Then I'll dig into some ice cream

So my throat can stay cold and not aching

Anyone, if you give a damn

Just send me to a farm upstate

Please scream along

We could be

The one to start this trend we could be

Trending in our bedroom trust me

Please join along

I feel like screaming in my pillow

Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow

Promise I won't make a sound

Until no one's around

Then I'll dig into some ice cream

So my throat can stay cold and not aching

Anyone, if you give a damn

Just send me to a farm upstate

There's no one around upstate

Let's drive to a farm upstate