Blessings Lyrics

Lemme' tell you why I do this yeah it's not for the fame

It's not to cop some jewelry like an icy chain

I Been through some shit yeah the devil brought some pain

Carried that shit on my shoulders I'm standing tall today

I still don't really understand on why you walked away

Remember cryin' in mommas arms like will I be okay

I think it's time for me to drink and smoke

I think it's time for me to smoke and be alone

Ridin' all the waves to find myself that's the way it goes

I see myself in the future dawg I'm doin' shows

I almost didn't make it here, I almost ended it

Drew called my line it's almost like he suspected it

I never thanked you dawg you saved my life I never mentioned it

Shit

The ups and downs in my life it's like a roller coaster

Blockin' out hate in my life it was nice to know ya'

I'm not the same me I was a few years ago

Takin' all the shots from the haters I absorb the blows

I know you mad that I did shit I stole the show

Yeah you did fuck my girl but you can keep the hoe

I need to take some time to really count my blessings

Almost lost my sister and Mikey that shit was messy

New born baby the whole situation heavy

Thanking god you saved them, you really blessed me

Shit you saved Nick too

Another blessing in disguise

I remember thinking in that moment, like how the fuck could you take their lives man

I can't stand seeing the tears in mommas eyes man

Like how could you take all my loved ones in that night man

But you didn't though

I just had to sit back trust in faith

And let the river flow

Yeah you need to know that life can be a bumpy road

Just strap in yo' seatbelt man and enjoy the show

This a message to the haters that's some real shit

I know y'all wish that you could just be me now

I find it crazy how y'all just wanna see me down

Beat me up I took a loss but now I got this crown

Shit I never stopped grinding

I'm doing this for my family yeah I swear I'm not lyin'

Momma stop all that cryin'

Ima take away that pain pay yo' bills one day

Yeah you never gotta worry 'bout money again

Speak it to existence this is where it all begins

This my craft my creation pushin' this damn pen

Makin' poetry for your ears shit that's all I know

In the studio makin' hits so I can sell out shows

So y'all can come and hear me really just flow

On the mic I'm spittin' different I'm really speakin' from my soul hold on

Yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

I know that life it can get a lil' bumpy

But you can make it through man just trust me

Yeah yeah yeah

You can make it through just trust me

Stay strong out there

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